I am still having trouble remembering everything I know. Damn learning disabilities. I keep referencing my notes to try and practice it all. But I can't take my notes to performances or the Vogue. And those are the places where I just freeze up and forget half of what I know. It's like I'm a pole goddess when I'm practicing alone at home and then I hardly know anything when I actually try to show off a little in public. And that's very frustrating. I suppose that is the nature of disabilities in general, a little frustration as you try to overcome them. To help me remember them all I try to practice them in order, sort of like a routine. But sometimes I'm just nervous enough in public to forget entire portions of the routine. And I think I know too many tricks now to keep them all in a routine order.
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I am still having trouble remembering everything I know. Damn learning disabilities. I keep referencing my notes to try and practice it all. But I can't take my notes to performances or the Vogue. And those are the places where I just freeze up and forget half of what I know. It's like I'm a pole goddess when I'm practicing alone at home and then I hardly know anything when I actually try to show off a little in public. And that's very frustrating. I suppose that is the nature of disabilities in general, a little frustration as you try to overcome them. To help me remember them all I try to practice them in order, sort of like a routine. But sometimes I'm just nervous enough in public to forget entire portions of the routine. And I think I know too many tricks now to keep them all in a routine order.
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Exotic Dance Retreat Maui 2013
Exotic dance on the beach at sunrise:
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My first Rustycon!
I felt like a Road Warrior princess:
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Exotic Dance Retreat Maui 2013
Exotic dance on the beach at sunrise:
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My first Rustycon!
I felt like a Road Warrior princess: