Girl who dances in a cage (cagekitten) wrote,
Girl who dances in a cage

the first of many costumed nights

Day of a billion posts, yes indeed. Last night I rocked the dance floor in ways I didn't even know I could. Somehow I was inspired to do things I didn't realize I could do. And at some point in the midst of it all I remember thinking...what am I doing...and what does it look like?

I got lots of compliments on my Catholic school girl costume. One guy even told me I was "gloriously hot". This made me beam since I actually feel pretty self conscious in that costume. Believe it or not, it's because my wrists are showing. Anyone who sees me at the clubs may notice I'm always wearing arm warmers or at least wrist cuffs. I have these slender arms with bony, tiny little wrists that don't get any bigger no matter how much weight I gain. I could be 98 pounds or 108 but I will always have these skeletal looking bony wrists and forearms. This often gives the impression that I'm grossly underweight, even when I'm not. So this costume has nothing to go with it that will cover my arms. I was feeling practically naked and a little self conscious with bare wrists and all. So the compliments were much appreciated.

I met up with many friends and got lots of snuggles and even a little massage. I can't for the life of me figure out why my muscles were so tense. I'm not even working a job right now. Who knew that starting a business could be so stressful. Oh wait...everybody.

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