Why? Oh I don't know, maybe because I get paid to do something I love (i.e. dance in a cage). Maybe because people all around me are treating me with kindness and respect and reverence. Maybe because I feel loved and admired and appreciated. Maybe because I have people who want to spend time with me. Maybe because almost every day now I get to come home from my temporary job and practice something I truly love...and to eventually perform the completed project in front of hundreds of people next month! Maybe because I have found a faith stronger than I have ever known in my life and it supports me.
I had dinner with June tonight. It has been AGES since I had time to just sit down and have a meal with a friend. I have been that INSANELY busy!!!! Still busy with dance choreography almost every night. But I took a break today to just appreciate and love her for her birthday. I'm so grateful she stays my friend in spite of my absenve.
And just when I was already feeling all happy I get home and find the most WONDERFUL card from my roommate
My life doesn't rock because of things or money or a boyfriend or a job. It rocks because I am becoming totally and completely myself. And in doing so, I am drawing to me and building beautiful relationships with people who are the same. And this fills my heart with more joy than I can describe.
And now for some more FUN news! June loaned me 3 videos. Okay, well actually her girlfriend did. But here they are. Do these KICK ASS or what!?!?!?!:

"The Art of Exotic Dancing" video has some great floor work I can learn! And the lap dancing I will be saving for someone special (this is is not something I intend to do for show at the clubs). And the POLE DANCING video! OH-MY-GOD check out what it says on the box:
- How to gracefully perform over 30 pole moves
- Follow-up moves for your pole techniques
- Hints for making pole work easier
Shhhhhyeeeaaa baby! I'm SO there!!! Other stuff on there too like safe warm-up and stretching techniques.
I'm off to watch the video now.