Music:Loaded Gun (from La Femme Nikita) - Hednoize
Wait...what is this strange emotion that I'm feeling?! What the hell!?
I'm happy. Weird. Strange. Cool. When I am, I always have to stand back and marvel at how incredible it is to be happy when you don't even know if you're ever going to find a job or a partner. And yet...be happy. Must be the afterglow of yesterday's healing experience. Or maybe it's because I've had jobs (cool ones and not so cool ones) and I've had significant others (cool ones and not so cool ones). But I simply have never had this much faith, this much comfort around and enjoyment of other people, so many fulfilling social circles, or this huge amount of self-esteem. Screw the other stuff. I have what's important. With this level of self confidence, the other stuff will just kind of gravitate toward me.