The DJ...well it helps that I love just about everything he plays. It makes my job a pure pleasure. But last night he was over the top when he actually played a song by E Nomine. The only time I've ever heard E Nomine played in a club was when jalajscion used to bring his E Nomine CD to the Vogue and give it to the DJ.
I had so much on my mind last night that I was not totally present with the music and the dancing. But as soon as E Nomine played everything even remotely troubling just evaporated from my life and I danced it all out as the music healed me. My mind finally went to that place between thoughts where you can no longer think, or contemplate, or worry or evaluate anything. All you can do is feel and let the feeling rule your body. And in my case, as a performer, the healing was a public experience. I have felt a calm bliss through me ever since.
Oh yeah...and did I mention I get paid for this?