On some level I was angry at my soon to be ex roommate for taking all that love and comfort (in the form of this wonderful little loving creature) away from me. I didn't know it though. So without realizing it I expressed that inappropriately by making a post in which I gloated about the fact that I don't have to clean up after her or let her barf on my bed. It was just the sadness over losing her speaking. Because I can't imagine my life without her. I didn't mean it. I'm so sorry.
And believe me when I say I would never do anything to put her in danger. The lease we signed specifically states that the carpet must be steam cleaned when you move out. This process is supposed to be harmless to animals (otherwise these steam cleaning companies would be sued for every sick pet). So in my defense I had no way of knowing you used dangerous chemicals to clean your carpet instead of following the lease instructions. I simply had NO WAY of knowing this. How could I have? I'm sorry. I would never do anything to hurt her. I love her:
If you're still angry at me then this should be a consolation. When she leaves I will cry like a baby. No, like a mother losing her child. Because she's shown me so much unconditional love and I so love returning it. I can't imagine my life without her. I'm sorry for being so selfish. I was angry over losing her. Please accept my apology.