Girl who dances in a cage (cagekitten) wrote,
Girl who dances in a cage

An apology

I thought about it and I'm sorry. I adore Peabody. Anyone who reads all the posts about her in my journal knows that. I start the day with her in my bed and I end it that way (although I have to take her out right before I fall asleep so her daddy can have her back). Now that I'm not able to work we spend every day together. She's become more affectionate every day and sits on my lap as I type and lays on the couch with me when I do my homework and curls up in bed with me when I nap. She brings me her toy mouse and drops it in my lap when she wants to say "I love you" or brings me her catnip toy when she wants to say "let's play". She wants constant affection and gives it in return. I have totally fallen in love with her. I WILL BE HEART BROKEN when she moves away.

On some level I was angry at my soon to be ex roommate for taking all that love and comfort (in the form of this wonderful little loving creature) away from me. I didn't know it though. So without realizing it I expressed that inappropriately by making a post in which I gloated about the fact that I don't have to clean up after her or let her barf on my bed. It was just the sadness over losing her speaking. Because I can't imagine my life without her. I didn't mean it. I'm so sorry.

And believe me when I say I would never do anything to put her in danger. The lease we signed specifically states that the carpet must be steam cleaned when you move out. This process is supposed to be harmless to animals (otherwise these steam cleaning companies would be sued for every sick pet). So in my defense I had no way of knowing you used dangerous chemicals to clean your carpet instead of following the lease instructions. I simply had NO WAY of knowing this. How could I have? I'm sorry. I would never do anything to hurt her. I love her:

Peabody sleeping

If you're still angry at me then this should be a consolation. When she leaves I will cry like a baby. No, like a mother losing her child. Because she's shown me so much unconditional love and I so love returning it. I can't imagine my life without her. I'm sorry for being so selfish. I was angry over losing her. Please accept my apology.

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