January 21st, 2005

Roaring Kitten

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Damn I hated doing that. But some times you just have to take care of yourself. And there's just no room in my system for guilt right now, even if I am justified in having some. I have to look out for #1 right now.

On the upside, getting sick turned out to be a really good thing after all. Life is just like that a lot. Sometimes things that seem bad when they happen really turn out to work out for the best.

And maybe instead of feeling guilty about turning down one thing to take another, I should feel good about it. I can't help it if I'm in demand. Maybe folks competing for me isn't such a bad thing.