May 1st, 2004

Kitten dancing in a cage2

Tonight is the big night!

I'm both nervous and excited. Since the club owner never actually auditioned me I feel like my first night on the job IS my audition. But when I really think about it, it is a no lose situation. Either tonight will go great and I'll continue to work there as a go-go dancer every Saturday night and continue to be paid for something that brings me immense joy and excitement (but miss tons of parties and fun because I'll be working every Saturday night). Or it won't work out for some reason and my Saturday nights will once again be free to spend at parties, events, and all the cool stuff my friends go to. So no matter what happens tonight, I can't go wrong.

I am still concerned about my weight loss though. I'm very creative and resourceful with clothes and I know how to use them to create the illusion of a perfect figure even when you don't have one. The biggest hurdle to hide is the fact that all that weight loss means I don't have an ass to shake up on that go-go box anymore. I've finally come to the conclusion that the only way to make it look like you have an ass when you don't is to show all of it. Because if it's hanging out for the world to see then it kinda looks like you've got one. And that's where fishnet stretch hot pants come in handy.

I'm pretty much going to wear the outfit that I'm wearing in this saucy picture that I posed for back in January. It's clothed but may not be considered work safe so it's behind a cut.

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Wish me luck!