October 11th, 2003

socks and cat

Saturday

There's something SO wonderful about waking up with a purring cat on top of you. I rubbed her head and under chin and she accelerated into a purring frenzy. I turned over onto my side and spooned the purring kitty. *happy sigh*

I'd like to post about last night but it's time to get ready for the SeaGoth picnik. I'm already running late as it is.
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Unusual pick up lines

Still too tired to write about last night. But I will share this much. Funniest pick up line in a long while. Some blonde dude with his shirt practically buttoned all the way down to show off the tattoo on his chest. Which, by the way, I couldn't make out because the Mercury is so damn dark.

And I just want to say for the record that since bitterfun I tend to be a lot more receptive to pick up lines. Because when he first tried to pick me up at the Mercury I had my typical oh great some guy I want to get rid of but will be polite and considerate of his feelings in the process and hopefully he'll just get the hint and go away reaction to. And of course he turned out to be some one that I really enjoyed dating once I gave him a chance. But he got past my defenses with his skilled sense of observation and his words. If you don't have a way with words or you're not paying attention, you're not going to get anywhere with me. It's just the way it is. And this blonde dude last night did not exactly have a way with words.

So picture this. I'm on the dance floor dancing and he comes up to me...

Blonde guy: Can I watch you dance?
Me: (thinking that's why I'm on the dance floor...to dance and be seen). Yes.

After I've danced for a while...

Blonde guy: Wow. Do you dance like that at home?
Me: Yes. As a matter of fact I do.
Blonde guy: Can I watch you dance like that at home?
Me: Ummm....I don't think so.

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sugar = bad

I feel like such a moron. What makes me think I can eat whatever I want and be fine? At the picnic today; one very small bit of chicken (thinking the protein would balance out the sugar later), a little chips and salsa, a donut, some juice that obviously had lots of sugar, one oreo with pop-rocks in the filling, one VERY rich cup of hot chocolate.

I thought I could just take a nap and be fine and make this party tonight. But I feel like HELL! It's hours later and I still feel sick.

I seriously need to watch the sugar. It hurts my body. Studies have shown it inhibits the production of human growth hormone and has some chemical results that are basically like an attack on your collagen. In other words, sugar ages you faster. Not to mention the bad crashes I get from hypoglycemia. You should have seen me at the picnic. Instead of my usual social happy self, I sat there silent for about an hour in a stupid zombie like half dead coma. Just staring off into space...crashing bad from whatever the hell it is all the extra insulin does to me.

I want to cut back and I want to do it now.

Edited to add:A few hours later and some turkey and fresh raw vegetables and I'm starting to feel better. I need to stay away from any sugary stuff at the party tonight.
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