Girl who dances in a cage (cagekitten) wrote,
Girl who dances in a cage
cagekitten

I love you

In a dream last night some one brought me back Meushi for a bit to love and say goodbye to. Only this time it was the healthy Meushi. I cried out her name in joy and picked her up and hugged her. I nuzzled her and kissed her. I used to love kissing Meushi. Her fur is so soft it's like kissing rose petals.

Our relationship just wasn't loving, it was intimate. The way she loved to cuddle my face or lay up against it and purr was like mothering. And sometimes she would lay on me and rest her head on my breast and purr. Something about that just jerked out maternal instincts I never even knew I had. She didn't always fall asleep with me, but when she was healthy she always woke up with me. And since I can sleep in most days, we spent a lot of time just curled up together in bed. She would purr as I pet her and whispered love and praise and contentment to her. She wasn't just a constant source of exchanging love in my life, she was a constant source of intimacy. I miss kissing the top of her head and whispering "I love you."



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