And speaking of lusting after things, remember that cut-out dress I wanted on eBay but didn't win. Well I realized the real reason I wanted that dress is because it's the closest I will probably come to a dress I've been wanting for about a year now. This dress on eBay is meant to be a ballroom or salsa dress, but its perfect for fetish events and pole dancing. They custom make it to your measurements in any color you want (black please!). But alas, the dress with shipping is $360. I want it. I want it bad. And I could justify that amount of money if it were a useful item like a coat or a pair of boots. But I can't possibly justify $360 on a fetish dress I might get to wear 2 or 3 times.
And so I live with the unrequited lust.