Girl who dances in a cage (cagekitten) wrote,
Girl who dances in a cage

success before fun

I am heartbroken. Every year I look forward to the Cirque du Noc formal fetish ball. So this year when a bridal party wanted to book their pole party for the same night in December as the ball, I managed to finagle them into doing it extra early at 5:30pm. That way I could finish the party by 7:30 or 8:00 and at least have some hope of attempting to make the ball (I'm usually completely fried after teaching at a party, but I sure as hell was going to try).

I just had some one book another pole party on that same evening. Worse yet, because they are med students, I even gave them a discount. So now with two back to back pole parties (4 to 5 hours of straight teaching) I'll miss the ball for sure, and not even at my full price. I know I shouldn't complain. I'll be making enough on just that one night to pay my rent for an entire month. I count my blessings, truly I do. But costume/fetish balls are where my heart are. I love to dress up. I love to express myself. I love to dance. I love to be surrounded by my friends as we all dance together. And that was the night I could have done that. Hopefully there will be some other fun dress up events in December that I can enjoy.

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