Girl who dances in a cage (cagekitten) wrote,
Girl who dances in a cage

Our anniversary is coming up!

I had some time to kill and was reading some of my posts from July 2005, just to see how far I've come. I found this in a post on July 30th:

"My new icon features Meushi, who moved out with her mamma today. The new roommate will move in next week. I am totally and completely bereft. I fell head over heels in love with her instantly. She cuddled with me, slept on my chest with her face next to mine, followed me from room to room, and just let me love her up down and sideways. I realize she's not dead, but she might as well be. I'll never get to see her ever again. I feel like a huge chunk of my heart is gone."

Little did I know that a month later, little Meushi would come back to me and be mine for the rest of her life. When I lost her, I just went numb inside. I've lost so many people in my life and there just wasn't any room left in my heart for another loss. So I just had to shut down inside and stop feeling. Meushi being gifted to me by her previous mamma was not just a dream come true, it healed so many old hurts and losses. And now she's my little angel for as long as she lives. She's the kitty love of my life!


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