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socks and cat

Not accustomed to risk

My life is so completely strange and upside down right now. I normally live an unbelievably stress free life. I have arranged it that way on purpose. Don't like drama. Don't like stress. Why not orchestrate your life in a responsible way so you don't have to deal with those things? That's my philosophy. But of course you can't grow without taking risks.

One decision down: surgery is scheduled (still need help with that by the way). Now I have to decide on a business risk. My health and my business are EVERYTHING to me. So you can imagine how stressful it is for me right now to risk both at the same time.

My life is, or at least has been, incredibly safe. Now I'm taking two huge leaps and wondering if I'm going to fly or crash. The last time I took a risk this big was leaving the safety of the 9 to 5 world to try and support myself doing something I love. Look how that turned out. :) Can lightening strike twice...errrr, or in this case three times?

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Thank you so much! After my pre-op appointment on Tuesday I'll set up an opt-in filter for those that want to follow my surgery venture.